I am getting fed up so very much now! Why is everyone attacking me of late, even the woman that I love who does not love me back is attacking me, not physically, never but emotionally and psychologically attacking me, with her barb comments and disdain towards me! I am seriously thinking of ending it all, stop taking my medication and hope for a stroke or even a heart attack, it's not like anyone will actually miss me or care that I'm gone. Yes they might say they do, but I have not seen any of my friends since way before 2004. And as for Candy, she was the one who dumped me and told me on my birthday that our marriage is over! I did not do anything wrong, I'm not perfect, but she has been pushing me away since the start of our realtionship, I never should have moved up North to be with her, despite loving her, she has pushed me away. I know in the end, I will die alone and unloved. I am never coming back to this reality ever again!
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