I experienced the second most traumatic event in my life.
I had my left leg amputated, a month after having my right leg amputated.
The operation took 8 hours, including having a very painful attempt of an epidural in my back which took over an hour for two doctors to try and find the right spot on my spine!
I actually fainted a couple of times due to the pain, so in the end they gave me gas to knock me out, but the damage they did to my back had weakened it so much to the point of my back breaking in 2014.
I was very scared and all I wanted was my Candy to comfort me!
As you all know, I am still in a lot of pain on a daily basis and all of this sucks as none of this should have happened to me in the first place and I blame the district nurses and my GP who refused to treat me.
I still have an incredible amount of anger and darkness inside of me for what has happened and I try to keep it locked up in a box inside of my headworld. So until the day I let loose and rip up the world to shreds..
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