CANDY TALKING ABOUT ME

I have issues with my hubby, he's amazing and I love him but he moved up 200 miles to be with me, and loads of things went wrong. Not between us, but life pulling it's crap and the rug out from under you, his health took a turn for the worse and he lost both legs in 2013, I blame myself for all the stupid decisions and not fighting the medics hard enough who mistreated him. So the one person in my world I'd wished no pain on, constantly suffers it. Breaks my heart and we've both admitted, had we known what would happen, we wouldn't have got together! Which is crazy as we're stupid in love and have been since before we actually met. So when I saw that scene it hit me hard! Love is great but life can be such a bitch sometimes and I feel guilty all the time! 🤷 Can't change anything though, he deals best he can he's a trooper, but like I said I'm a bugger for internalising this crap! 🤦