Well she came home on Saturday evening, after having her operation the day before.
I'm glad she's back but she has been very distant and cold with me yet again, I understand that she is tired and in pain, and that's okay.
First thing she wanted to do was to pop online and check up on her David who happens to have Covid-19! HaHa!
But he is not online, I know she fancies him, as she fancied the other blokes like Matt and George, but I have never done that to her, I have never cheated on her as I'm faithful and I love her, not like her!
And this was before I "pushed her" away or thought bout ending my life.
Anyway, enough of her, I have managed to survive, just about, but I had too as I've had no help.
Nobody actually gives a fuck about me, they don't care, nobody actually loves me anymore.
I really am alone now, maybe if things don't change, I will have to leave and be by myself.
Why did she have be like this? She has been my life, but I'm not hers.
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