MY EVERYTHING

Last night, Candy opened up to me again and we had a cry together.
She blames herself for hurting me but she still thinks I'm a dumbass for pushing her away last year, even if she knows I was scared.
She still thinks that she will still be in my life after we split up, and that she will often come round to see me.
I'm not so sure about that, as she has often lied to me in the past, despite her saying that she never does.
I have no idea where I will end up living, or how long I'm going to stay alive after our split.
I have and always will love Candy, she has always been my everything, my babygirl, my princess of stars, my eternal soulmate.