Today is my 45th Birthday.
And I'm not in a good mood, I admit I hate my Birthday, and Christmas.
I don't actually celebrate either occasion, yes I might get a card or two, and perhaps presents, but I never ever have a good time.
This year, however, due to the Covid-19 lockdown, I've not received any presents or cards. I might still get one from Candy, but she is still asleep right now.
The last time I actually did anything for my birthday was for my 30th, back in 2005.
When Candy and I went on holiday to Whitby for a weekend. It was rather good, and free.
I think the real reason why I dislike my Birthday and Christmas, goes back to when I was a kid and my family.
But I think everything that's wrong with my mental health stems from them.
If I do get a card from Candy, then that would be great, but I'm not holding out for anything.
But I will say this, I will be doing a cull of friends on Facebook tomorrow.
Do I really need these people in my life?
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