NOT HAPPY

Another thing that has bugged me, is that now she has ordered stuff from Lovehoney, to make herself sexually happy and wants my help with her dildo's and vibrator's, etc! Like fuck will I. She seriously hurt me 15 years ago when she pushed me away from her.
Having the woman you love/loved push you away from her, not wanting sex or for you to touch her and you did nothing to hurt her.
Yet she crushes your heart and spirit.
I lost the chance to ever be a father, a daddy. and I would have made a good one as well.
And then I lose both of my legs, have multiple seizures, break my back, suffer a stroke and a minor heart attack and not have a chance to sleep in bed with my wife as she does not want me near her.