PROBLEMS

It has been a long time since I actually blogged anything useful.
My previous blog, I just posted pictures and stuff from my Facebook account.
But now, during this Covid-19 global epidemic, I need to put thoughts down online, as I don't really have anyone to talk to anymore, I've not in a long time.
I do have a small circle of good friends, who I really love, but I've not seen any of them in over 15 years.
But I can't seem to talk to any of them and tell them my problems, and I have a lot of problems.
Sometimes I can't seem to talk to my wife, Candy.
I trust that woman with my life, she is my whole world and my soulmate.
The problem I have is opening up to people, I am always the one to listen to other people's problems, always their to give them advice and to help out any other way I can, but I've noticed when I burden them with my problems, they shut up and change the subject.
Today I am getting my motorised wheelchair, finally after 7 years since I lost my legs, and I am bloody nervous as hell.
I do have other worries on my mind, my left stump is leaking and really smelly. The last time this happened was before losing my legs and I'm worried this will happen again and I might end up back in hospital, which is a death sentience at the moment for a person like me in my condition and health.
I need a cuddle from my Candy.