This last week, I have been feeling really ill, very ill in fact.
My temperature has been dangerously high, as in rush
to the hospital you’re about to have a stroke/seizure high of a 39.5! now my
normal temperature is a standard 36.6.
I have been sleeping a lot to rest my body and mind,
every fibre of my being has been in a lot of pain, everything was firing off.
Currently I’m feeling fuzzy, and my eyesight is a bit
off. But last night, I hardly slept, due to thinking about all the mistakes I have
made in the last 20 years and the reasons why and what my life would have been
like if I had not made that one decision I did make back in 2004.
I am on a constant edge of my seat, every day I feel
this is going to be my end and I hate it.
